What Happened, Divorce, College Student...

What Happened?:
Where's the warm weather?? Yesterday it was 62 out an today it was only 45. No wonder people get sick, ya know? Tomorrow is the first day of spring and I hope the snow is gone until the end of the year. I am so sick of seeing snow because we got pummeled with it this year. I love being outside and so does Cheyenne, but she doesn't like to go out in the cold, which I don't blame her one bit. She asked me today once it gets warmer out, if she could walk home from the bus stop. I don't mind because she comes straight home and doesn't goof off and make me wonder where she is.

Sick Child:
Cheyenne has been sick for 3 days now. The first day, it started out with a fever, sore neck, sore throat, headache and vomiting. The second day was pretty much the same as the first day, except her stomach started hurting. Now today, no vomiting, she was able to keep the chicken soup and powerade down. Now she says the far right side of her abdomen hurts and the only thing that's over that way is her appendix. I'm going to take her to her pediatrician tomorrow and find out what's up. I feel so bad for her when she's sick, because she has no color to her whatsoever. She's as pale as a ghost. Even her eyes are glassy and her pupils are dilated. And when she's sick, she's usually down for at least a week. Her school was doing PSSA (state testing) all this week and she had to miss it. She was looking forward to the testing, because she knew everything that would be on the test. So I called her teacher and he said that she could make it up at the end of the year so she'll be able to go into 4th grade. I still can't believe that my baby is 10 years old, next thing I know, she'll be 16, then 18 graduating from high school, then 21 and hopefully she'll still want to go to college by then. She said that she either wanted to be an Astronaut, Lawyer or a Doctor. And academic wise, she's doing really good. I'm just so proud of her, ya know? She's my baby, well maybe not so much now, but she will always be my baby and she can always come to me for anything.....

It's Official:
I filed for divorce today against Chris. I am done playing his petty BS games. What he does is run his mouth and just make up shit to get into any kind of argument that he can with me. Just something for him to fight with me about. He'll leave smart ass remarks on my voicemail saying. "tell your boyfriend that I said hi." First of all, I don't have a boyfriend and I can't count how many times I have told him this. And I should have known that it was only a matter of time before he picks a fight with me. I don't look at other men, let alone look at them when we're together, because when we're together, I have no reason to look at anyone else. But that's not a good enough reason for him. But it's alright that when I went over to see him one day, his ex GF was in front of his house, and he was standing over the door of the car looking pretty cozy with her. I was livid!! And he said that I had no reason to be upset because nothing happened. That's not the *@!*&# point! Now if I was to do that with my ex, he would have knocked the crap outta me and put in the hospital for it. It has to be one sided with him. He can't compromise with someone if his life depended on it. And personally, it's time I moved on. A good friend of mine, Jessica and her boyfriend D, both told me that Chris is a time bomb just waiting to explode and that I could do much better and be with someone that wants to be with me, someone who is NOT controlling at ALL, someone that understands that when my daughter is sick, I do need to be with her. That's another thing that he got pissed off about. When I told him the other day that I couldn't come down because Cheyenne was sick, he told me that it was just another excuse to not come over and see him! How fucking lame is that?!?! REALLY?? When I'm here in bed sleeping, he'll call and if don't answer the phone by the 3rd ring, he will leave me a nasty voicemail saying that I'm nothing but a whore, a slut and that I need to answer the f'n phone. Now why would I want to be with someone that is treating me like shit and belittles me in front of my family & friends? I can honestly say that I regret every marrying him and the sooner that the divorce goes through, the better. And that's one step closer to getting my life back on track.

New College Student:
That's right..I officially enrolled in an online college today. The name of the college is Centura College and I did some research and found that between Centura and University of Phoenix, that Centura's courses were more suited to my needs and I like the fact that I can even take the classes late at night if I had to. The method to my madness is to take the courses when Cheyenne is in school, that way I can concentrate on my studies, without interruptions. I will be taking Medical Coding/Medical Transcription w/Medical Management course and the classes start on May 11. I will have my Associate's Degree in only 18 months. This is something that I am really looking forward to and even my parent's are proud of me. I took the entrance exam yesterday and I surprisingly got an A on it. I was so excited when I logged onto the site and looked at my grade for the exam! Well, I'm going to get off of here and try to get some sleep because for the past 3 nights, I've only been able to get a couple hours sleep here and there because I've been getting up with Cheyenne when she's vomited. Not that I'm complaining because that's what I'm supposed to do for my daughter. So until we blog again, hugs & blessed be! )0(