I Said Goodbye,

Said Goodbye:
I called Chris and told him to meet me at Georgie's house today. I wanted to meet him on neutral ground, because the less people around, the better. Well, when I got there, he was already there. I no sooner got out of the jeep, and he says this, 'where the fuck did you get the pittsburgh keychain from? Did your boyfriend buy it for you?' He always says some sarcastic bullshit. It's like he purposely makes up shit to start an argument. I don't know how many more times I can attempt to convince that I haven't been with anybody, but that's not a good enough answer. It's like he wants me to cheat on him. Well, the thought has never crossed my mind. And I just got over being sick, so having sex wasn't on my list of priorities at the moment. So he took it as I was sleeping with someone else. That is the farthest thing from my mind. After about 20 minutes of bickering back and forth, I told him that I was walking away and that I am done with the emotional abuse. I am tired of being called names on a daily basis, I am tired of having anxiety attacks because he thinks by doing so, it makes him feel in control. It has gotten to the point where he has alienated me from MY daughter. When I go see him, I'm not allowed to go home until after 10 most nights and by that time, Cheyenne is in bed and then I don't get to see her or spend any time with her at all. I tried to tell him about it, and he said that I was making it up, even though I'm not the only one that notices it. So, does that make us all liars?!? And I think it's going to come down to me changing my phone number again. Now, it's time for me to get off of here because it's getting late. Marty will be here at 10am to pick me up, we're leaving for the day. So until we blog again, hugs & blessed be! )0(