Nice Weather Finally,Etc....

Nice Weather:
It reached 50 degrees here today. Not that I was complaining lol. It's supposed to be nice tomorrow too. Chris, myself, GeorgeAnne & Heaven went to the park today and fed the ducks. Heaven really enjoyed feeding them. And then after the bread was gone, she went over and played on the jungle gym thingie. GeorgeAnne rarely takes Heaven out of the house, let alone takes her to the park. So I thought it would be a great idea to take her to the park, since it was such a nice day out. I just don't understand how anybody can be cooped up in the house when it's beautiful outside.

Moving:
I am so not looking forward to moving the heavy furniture out of the house in Brookfield. But it has to be done soon because the Realtor has a potential buyer for the house. I haven't decided if I'm going to put my stuff in a storage unit or just put it in my Mom's shed. I'll probably just put it in her shed so I can save what money I do have, ya know?

Broken Foot Day 2

Broken Foot Day 2:
I hate being cooped up in the house here. Only 29 more days to go of this lol. I sure hope I can make it through this. My Mom did get me out of the house for a little bit today so I could go to my house and feed the cats. Right now, I'm staying with my Mom so I don't have to walk up all them stairs.

Valentine's Day:
I'm bummed out about tomorrow. Chris and I had plans for Valentine's Day, but I don't see that happening though. I can't drive and I can't find anyone that will come pick me up so we can spend the day together. So I guess you could say we're both pissed off about tomorrow. I'll just have to deal with it I guess. Not much else going on here, so I'm going to get off of here and get some ice for my foot. So until we blog again, hugs and blessed be! )0(

The Heck With the Flu, How About A Broken Foot Instead?!?

Broken Foot Fiasco:
It would have been nice to have known that I've been walking around on a broken foot and didn't even know it. I just thought that my bone spur was acting up, with the feeling of someone shoving knives into the bottom of my foot, but nooooooooo it couldn't be that flippin' simple! I have a stress fracture on my right foot and my foot doctor put me in a cast for the next month!! I can't stand being cooped up in the house as it is, let alone for a whole month. WTF am I gonna do besides drive myself crazy here? So if you have any suggestions on how to curb the boredom and driving myself bonkers, please leave me a comment, k? When I got home from the doctor, Cheyenne thought it was funny that I was hobbling, calling me 'hopalong'. That's okay, I'll get even with her butt lol. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but one day whe she least expects it....hehehe I know, mean mommy :D
And the pain meds I got, they work wonders let me tell ya. In all honestly, I hope nothing else goes wrong because this bad luck shit has got to stop cause if it don't I'm gonna join a flippin' convent and live in solitude the rest of my life away from every thing lmao... just kidding. Don't think I could handle that either. So I'm gonna get off of here and go rest my foot. So until we blog again, hugs and blessed be!

Life's Issues, Valentine's Day, A New Journal

Life's Issues:
I'm trying to understand why my cousin does the things she does. I love her to death, but her BF of 6 years has to go. She got her income tax refund and wasn't allowed to spend any of the money. She had to give him her entire check except for $20!! When she told me that, I wanted to deck his ass!! I was so mad, and I thought to myself, why would she do that?!? For one, they're not married, and for another, he does nothing to help support her or their child. In my opinion, he's a thief, a crackhead and just an asshole. She has Children Services at her house weekly to make sure that he isn't there. He has pending charges in another county for child molestation. And one day they came to her house and showed her these charges from the other county and told the CS caseworker that it wasn't him. They showed her the picture of him!! And that day he almost got busted and took out the back door. And the really fucked up part is that their daughter, she's 5, her mom took her to the doctor for a routine visit and she told the doctor that her daddy touched her down there. And they did a physical exam on her and they determined that she was touched. When I found out, I wanted to hunt the SOB down and shoot him myself! Why does she continue to let him in her house and around her daughter knowing all of this? She says that he loves her and thinks that no one else will want her besides him. How will she know if she doesn't try? I just don't get it.....

Valentine's Day:
They're calling for more snow tomorrow and for this weekend. Chris and I have plans for dinner, but he's not telling me where we're going yet. He got me this HUGE ass V Day card yesterday. It was so nice. He's getting better in the romance department, with my help of course...hehehe Men could always use a little bit of encouragement in that department I think, right? Anyways, I hope we don't get too much snow this weekend. I really enjoyed the warm weather the past couple days even though it rained most of that time. Oh well....

A New Journal:
I took a midnight trip to Wal-Mart to get a few things. I was thinking about getting a journal and I wanted to see how much they were. They had some nice ones there and I couldn't decide on which one I wanted to get. So I got this little one, it's suede. It's pretty cool. That way, if I don't blog on here one day, I can write it down in my journal so I don't forget, kwim? Well, it's 12:30 and I need to be up early again tomorrow. So until we blog again, hugs and blessed be! )0(

Feeling Like Crap....

Under the weather:
I do not feel good at all. Could someone please put me out of my misery?!? I'm all congested, I have a sinus infection, constantly coughing and have a temp of around 101. And the only thing I can think of is that I got sick while Chris and I took Cheyenne sled riding last weekend. Chris is sick too. I feel so bad for him because he's just as irritable as I am. All I want to do is sleep and can't because I can't breathe when I lay down. I am taking my pain medication for my migraines to try and help me sleep. It helps a little bit though.

Beautiful Weather:
The weather was absolutely beautiful here today. Alot of the snow and ice melted and hopefully the temperature won't go down anytime soon and make everything slick again. But then again I love to watch all the idiots out there trying to drive in that crap and sliding all over the place, knowing good and well that they should have stayed home lol... just sayin'. Well, I'm gonna get off of here because my meds are kickin' in and I've had about all I can take for one day. Until we blog again, hugs and blessed be!! )0(

Window Shopping at Wal-Mart,etc...

Window Shopping at Wal~Mart:
Georgeanne got her tax refund today and she asked me if I would take her out to Wal~Mart. The jeep was packed with people... George, Chris, Rick, Rickcal and myself all piled into the jeep for the trip to Boardman. Chris and I headed to the jewelry department and found the wedding rings that we want. We also were looking at the lingerie, and there was a couple of things that I would wear for him...hehehehe. I was surprised when George offered to take us all to Cici's Pizza for a late lunch. Then after Cici's, we went into Barnes & Noble and was looking at all the Witchcraft books there.

WTF Is the Deal?!:
My dipshit ex husband is running his mouth again. And he is stopping at nothing to get Chris and I to argue. Asswipe told my mom that he couldn't believe that she would let me be with Chris after all that has happened between him and me. But you know what? Every relationship isn't perfect and we are trying to be happy and people just won't stop interfering and it really aggravating me. Brian has absolutely nothing to gain by running his mouth to my mom or anyone else for that matter. So until he decides to grow up and act like a human being, I told Cheyenne that she will no longer be playing on the XBox 360 anymore with him. She didn't like that too well and I told her to get over it. She can't get online without the ethernet cable...hehehe. Now, that's dramatic lol. And here's the thing with asswipe, his best friend L****, happens to be Chris's uncle, and talk about complicated. So L**** thinks he has something to gain by being shoved up asswipe's ass all the time and he runs his mouth doing anything he can to split up Chris and I. I'm just not sure how much more of this stupid shit I can take. Enough is enough already. Well, it's a little after midnight and I need to get some sleep. So until we blog again, hugs and blessed be!

It's Been Awhile....

It's Been Awhile:
It's been almost a month since I last blogged. Lately, it seems that I hardly have the time to blog. Work keeps me pretty busy and all is good. Not much really happening here. I went back to court on the 22nd, and it didn't go as planned. But I'm dealing with it the best I can. Let's just say the Judge made up continue the anger management and marriage couseling thing. So far so good. We're starting to actually listen to one another and not get frustrated with each other. And not being together 24/7 helps too. And he just got a job and is filed his income tax return, and that will help out tremendously too. I think that Chris is finally getting it.....lol

Sled Riding:
Chris and I took Cheyenne and her cousin sled riding yesterday and today. Today, Cheyenne copped an attitude because she wanted Jeremy to go down the hill first and he wanted her to go down first. Granted, Cheyenne's older than Jeremy by 5 years and I stood there and argued with her for 20 minutes to either go down or I was going to push her down the hill. So she stood up and said "fine, I'm not going sled riding!" Alright whatever. So then we left and I had to listen to the crying crap for the next hour. I was about to choke her. She needed an attitude adjustment and I was about to put her in her place. I finally told her that if she didn't quit the crap, she would never go sled riding with me again, no XBox 360, no Nintendo DS, no computer and no television until she's 18. She didn't like that too well and that seemed to straighten her butt out. Chris and I were at our wit's end with her today.

Moved Back Home:
Yes, you heard me right. I had to move back into my Mom's house. With it being so cold a couple weeks ago, all the pipes burst in the basement and there's about 4 inches of water down there now. Then last week someone came in and took all the copper pipes out of my house. I was so pissed and the fucked up part is that I know who did it. That's okay, the m***** f***** will get his in the end. So until spring or until Chris and I get our own place, I'll be here at my Mom's. It's now a 45 minute drive to see him every day instead of a 20 minute drive, but it's well worth it. He's really good around Cheyenne, he does stuff with her and treats her like his own child.

Some Final Thoughts:
There are people that tell me all the reasons why I shouldn't be with Chris. And people sometimes tell me that when I talk I don't make sense, but around Chris, I make perfect sense and he understands me. I guess I just didn't want to admit how much I really loved him because I was scared to be in love and to experience love like this scared the hell out of me and that's why I would run away from it, instead of embracing it. So yeah, I'm going to work it out with my husband and make the whole world jealous...hehehehe. Well, that's about it, because it's now 2:17 am and I need to be up at 7:30 to get Cheyenne on the bus at 8:15. So until we blog again, hugs and blessed be!