Some Random Thoughts

In case you're wondering why I blog alot late at night is because I have trouble sleeping sometimes. And when I blog, it makes me tired and then I can go to sleep.

I'm going to see my husband tomorrow. I'm hoping that he'll want to stay here with me too. I asked him about it earlier, but he didn't say too much about it. It's just messed up that we have to sneak around to see each other because of people interfering and being nosy. We shouldn't have to do that. My mother is adamant about not wanting me to see my husband. But if she could just understand how I feel about him. Nothing and no one can keep us apart. It's just not my side of the family. His cousin blatantly lies to him saying how she saw me with one of his friends and that I left her house with him. I haven't talked or gone to her house since July. But she's a two faced bitch that has nothing to gain by running her mouth and Chris if finally seeing how she is. She needs to act like a mother to her child before Children Services takes her kid off of her because the child's dad molested the child and she acts like nothing is wrong and lets that man in her house!! There would be no way that I would tolerate that and he would be gone if it was me. And she keeps telling her daughter to quit lying and that she's just making it up. What 5 year old child would make up that kind of stuff?! And she has told 3 different doctors the exact same thing. No inconsistencies in her story what so ever. And I believe the kid. And this dipshit of a man even has child rape charges pending in another county. So WTF???? IMO, some people just shouldn't have kids. That child would be better off by any means. I feel so bad for her that her own mother doesn't believe her. Maybe if she got off her lazy butt and quit smoking god knows what...just sayin'.

Well, it's almost 2am and I need to get some sleep! Until we blog again....
Hugs & blessed be!