Some Bad News, Upcoming Surgery....

Marty called me at 4:54 with some bad news....her mother passed away. She had been in ICU for 2 weeks now and her blood pressure bottomed out and the medication that they had been giving her, just weren't working. I just had a bad feeling about today. I told her that I would come out tonight and she told me to just stay home since I wasn't feeling good. I wanted to be there for her and also to make sure that she wasn't going to be alone. She assured me that she wasn't alone. But first thing in the morning, I'm going over that way.



I'm having foot surgery next Wednesday (10th). I have a bone spur on the bottom of my foot and I'm so not looking forward to it. The doctor is going to cut a piece of my bone out and is going to put a screw in my foot to keep the bone together. It sounds painful huh? Yeah, that's what I said. And also I will set off the metal detectors in stores, etc after the surgery too. Fun! And I have court on the 11th. I'm hoping that they will postpone it until my foot heals because I'm going to be so drugged up, I'll be laughing at myself lol.



I could name a handful of people that don't my husband and I to be together because of our history. Granted, our past wasn't always bad...there were more good times than bad. But when it was bad, it felt like I was in hell. But I love him more than I have ever loved anyone that I had been with in the past. And if both of our families would just quit interfering, we would be okay. That's why we want to get our own place so we can show them that we can make it. I have a job and he just got a job so we are trying to make it. So why can't they just support us?? Ya know, he doesn't sit on his ass all day and play video games, and we go out and do stuff together which is a huge plus. I don't mind the video games, but when you're playing them all day and night, that's just insane. He takes care of me when I'm sick.
Back in March, we were at his cousin's, my friend, GeorgeAnne's. And I had some extra money so I decided that we were going to drink that night at her house. So we went to the liquor store and got Jager, Black Velvet and Southern Comfort. I was drinking the SoCo, did shots of Jager and Black Velvet. The next morning I thought I was going to die. When I was in the bathroom kneeling to the porcelain god, he held my hair out of my face for me. Even though it wasn't the most romantic time, it was nice to have him there with me. He even laid down with me and kept me warm. He is more romantic than people think he is. All his friends think he is real tough, but I've seen him cry and get down on his knees and beg.

So that's about it for now. Until we blog again my friends,
much love and blessed be!