Mama Drama, Romance....

I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I don't still love my husband. And yes, I am still very much in love with him. Let's just say that my eyes are open and I'm seeing things very clearly, more so than I have in a long time. He's like an addiction and he is my drug. He poured his heart and soul out to me last night and it left me in tears. I was floored because he told me how he truly felt about me and and I was speechless. And at that moment, I fell in love with him all over again. He and I could make the world jealous lol. I know that when I look at him, nothing else around me matters except us at that moment. He told me that when he was with his previous girlfriends, that he wouldn't fight for them, but with me, he said he would fight for what he loves and wants. And I'm not a fighter either, and I will fight for what I love though. And no one can tell me otherwise. And people have told me that it would never work between us because we're both Leos. It couldn't feel more right between us. If you saw the way we looked at each other, you'd know.......

Cheyenne decided that she wanted to stay the night with me tonight. I'm just glad that she didn't give me an attitude about bed time. Because the other night, she wanted to give up the attitude because I told her that she wasn't staying up all night. Umm..hello! She's only 9, not 16. And she didn't like that too well. So she told me that Nana lets her stay up until whenever on the weekends up there. Well, I nipped that in the bud and that's the end of that. On another note, I can't believe how much she's growing up. She's not my little girl anymore. I'm just so proud of her because she's getting good grades in school and she's just a friendly person and can make friends easily.

I'm thinking about putting up Christmas lights outside. I have some blue lights that I want to use. I think the blue would look nice since the house is white. And it's crazy that tomorrow is December 1st. Where did November go?! This year has just gone by way too fast for me. Slow down dammit!! lol. Well, I'm going to go see what my child is getting into...hopefully she's watching cartoons *knock on wood*
Until we blog again...
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