Mama Drama, Romance....

I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I don't still love my husband. And yes, I am still very much in love with him. Let's just say that my eyes are open and I'm seeing things very clearly, more so than I have in a long time. He's like an addiction and he is my drug. He poured his heart and soul out to me last night and it left me in tears. I was floored because he told me how he truly felt about me and and I was speechless. And at that moment, I fell in love with him all over again. He and I could make the world jealous lol. I know that when I look at him, nothing else around me matters except us at that moment. He told me that when he was with his previous girlfriends, that he wouldn't fight for them, but with me, he said he would fight for what he loves and wants. And I'm not a fighter either, and I will fight for what I love though. And no one can tell me otherwise. And people have told me that it would never work between us because we're both Leos. It couldn't feel more right between us. If you saw the way we looked at each other, you'd know.......

Cheyenne decided that she wanted to stay the night with me tonight. I'm just glad that she didn't give me an attitude about bed time. Because the other night, she wanted to give up the attitude because I told her that she wasn't staying up all night. Umm..hello! She's only 9, not 16. And she didn't like that too well. So she told me that Nana lets her stay up until whenever on the weekends up there. Well, I nipped that in the bud and that's the end of that. On another note, I can't believe how much she's growing up. She's not my little girl anymore. I'm just so proud of her because she's getting good grades in school and she's just a friendly person and can make friends easily.

I'm thinking about putting up Christmas lights outside. I have some blue lights that I want to use. I think the blue would look nice since the house is white. And it's crazy that tomorrow is December 1st. Where did November go?! This year has just gone by way too fast for me. Slow down dammit!! lol. Well, I'm going to go see what my child is getting into...hopefully she's watching cartoons *knock on wood*
Until we blog again...
)0(Blessed Be)0(

Whew!!

I am so glad that Thanksgiving is over with! I had a nice Thanksgiving, just hectic lol. I went over to my mom's Wednesday night to help her out with the cooking for yesterday. We had turkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, stuffing, sweet potatoes, and cranberry sauce. We also had pumpkin pie, but I was too stuffed to eat some. My mom brought some pie down for me today and dropped off Cheyenne for the weekend. But she didn't stay here long though. She called her friend Tea' and went up there to play with her. So I have the house all to myself....

A friend of mine and I went to go see Twilight Wednesday afternoon. OMG I LOVED THAT MOVIE!! He is soooooooooooo hunky lol! I can't wait for the next one to come out. It's even better than the book imo. So we had a real nice time at the movies and I'm supposed to go see him later today. So that's about it for now.
Until we blog again.....
xoxoxo & Blessed Be

What Is Up?!

With this crazy weather?! Last week and weekend, it was freezing cold, and snowing..Not it's almost 40 degrees outside. No wonder people are getting sick with this funky weather that we're having. It's crazy.

My mom & I took Cheyenne to see Santa after school today. She gave him her list..she was so excited. I took pictures on my cell phone because I was NOT paying $20 for ONE picture. That's insane. And besides, the ones I took on the phone look just as good as their pictures. She's really looking forward to Christmas and I'm glad. I want her to have a nice Christmas, ya know?
Well, it's late and I need to get some sleep!

Crappy Day...

Today started out okay....but then Cheyenne got upset at me when she asked me to take her to go see Santa. I tried to explain to her that Santa wasn't at the mall yet and then she told me that she didn't believe in Sana Claus and she didn't want anything for Christmas. I was heartbroken. I didn't know what to say. I felt so bad. I tried to tell her that I would take her to see him once he got there this next weekend. But that wasn't a good enough answer. So I don't know what to do. Any suggestions??

New Tag Board,etc...

I think I finally got the tag board code figured out and have it close to where I want it to be on my blog. What a PITA it was to paste the code into the existing html code. It's been so long since I've worked with html and css coding. But I think I'll get the hang of it again.

Cheyenne was going to spend the night at her friend's house, but she called me and wanted to come home. She said that spending time with me was more important than being at her friend's because she only gets to see me on the weekends. I thought that was so sweet of her to come home because she wanted to be with me. And I asked her if that was what she wanted and that I wouldn't be mad if she wanted to stay at her friend's and she said that was what she wanted, so I didn't argue the point. I left it alone.

I got some disheartening news tonight too. My good friend Marty called me back a little while ago to tell me how her mother was doing. There's been no change, but the doctors think that she has congestive heart failure and they have her on Lasix and a whole bunch of meds that even I can't pronounce. I just hope and pray that she makes it. I told Marty that I am here for her and if anything changes with her mom, for her to call me no matter what time and I'll be there. Marty has always been there for me and I can't even count how many times she has saved my ass or she has helped me find my way. And that wouldn't be fair of me to not be there for her after all she has done for me & Cheyenne. Cheyenne is like her granddaughter and treats her like she's her own. I just wish I could do something more to comfort her, but I know I can't do much else but be there for her.

And will it quit snowing already?!?!? My goodness, we're up to 9 inches here already. And the lake effect snow advisory is in affect until tomorrow sometime. My mom has about a foot of snow up by where she lives. Granted, a little bit of snow isn't too bad, but enough is enough already....lol
Cheyenne is loving the snow. She wants it to snow more...go figure. I'm glad that I have a 4wd vehicle and it handles pretty good in the snow too.

Until we blog again....

Snow Day!!

Cheyenne was happy that school was cancelled. First school was going to be delayed 2 hours because of the snow we got, then they decided to cancel school altogether. So I picked her up at my mom's and we came back home here. She played out in the snow for about 20 minutes or so, and came in and she was freezing...poor little thing, her face was so red. I made her some hot cocoa to warm her up.

We were supposed to spend the weekend at my good friend Marty's place, but she called me earlier to let me know that she wouldn't be in this weekend. Her mom was admitted to the hospital today. Her arms and legs were swollen, low blood pressure and her legs were also a purple color. So please keep her in your thoughts. Cheyenne was kind of bummed out because she couldn't stay with Marty, but she understand. Marty is like a grandma to Cheyenne.

So tonight sounds like a good night to just stay home and watch movies and have some popcorn with my daughter.....ttyl